Healing

March 13, 2023

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Salaam.
I will be leaving to Mekah.
I would like to seek an apology,
If my writings ever hurt you.
A lot of things have happened,
So the timing could have not been better.
I hope the journey will be an easy one,
I hope my ibadahs will be accepted,
I pray all my doas will be answered,
Pray for me,
Please?

Stay. Please?

March 1, 2023

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Everything was so easy with you,
We don't try hard to be accepted, 
We just be ourselves.
I love how casual we are together,
I don't have to impress you,
Or change myself in any way,
When Im around you, I can be me,
You really are a reflection of myself,
I am surprised because I never thought that was possible. 
I enjoyed spending time with you,
Even just sitting in your car.
If I let a day go by without talking to you,
That day is just not good.
So I text you every day,
Not because I have to,
But because I want to.
I will text you, regardless,
You knew.

I never stop thinking about you,
Days and nights.
I wish I could text you and check up on you,
I was worried sick.
Im getting anxious.
So I whispered my prayers for you,
Hope that you will be better.

Of all the things I lost,
I miss my smile the most,
One that you gave me.
I know this means nothing to anyone else,
But it means a lot to me.
I became vulnerable again.
Im a lost cause.
Im not gonna lie,
You are so much to me more than just a friend,
Im afraid of losing you.

Meeting you was one of the best time in my life,
You showed me something I have never felt before,
I found so much peace and comfort in you.
Im comfortable with you,
Like I have known you the whole life,
And I don't have to pretend to anyone,
Or anything.

You came into my life,
You looked at me like no one ever had.
You saw something in me,
You accepted me wholeheartedly.
You made me feel good about myself.
Your words calmed me,
Your presence soothed me.
My confidence grew.
I don't want to be far away from you.
Because you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do.

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