Not Just An Ordinary Girl

A news broke up to me,
It was a day before yesterday,
On a beautiful sunny day,
The sun was bright,
But the air was subtle,
She broke the news to me - gently,
But hard enough to make my heart beats fast, 
I could not believed of what I heard,
I felt a lump formed in my throat,
And tears started to fill on my eyes,
The news came as a shocked,
Because only now I know the reason for the absentees,
I feel angry to myself,
All this time, I never bother to ask,
I know what you have been through,
So a follow up procedure was needed,
But this time, it was for something else,
I always admired your toughness, you always looked so calm,
But deep down inside, you know better..

As I looked out the window on  that beautiful evening,
My mind went back to the old times - reminiscing,
And how lucky I am to get a chance to know someone with that courage,
Despite all the weaknesses and imperfection you said you were,
I still like what I saw,
And you still got my number,
And I promise that I will forever be there,
We had our time,
And even though I missed those moments so badly,
It does not change a fact that there we will forever be friends,
You will always be my number one favorite,
Because you are not just an ordinary girl.